Well, you sound too good to be true... and ya know what they say about things that are too good to be true... but, hey, I'll give it a shot and write you back anyway.

I am very glad that you decided to give it a "shot". I really am not all that and would not use "to good to be true" to describe myself. I am however very honest, as I expect the same. My description of myself was ME!!

Yes, I do get to LA once in a while. I have a very close friend in Pasadena that I visit more than a few times a year and I love Disneyland so I go there a couple of times a year too. Will be there for sure Oct.24-26 to go to Disney. I am supposed to be down for the 4th but I am not sure yet if I can make it.

I am not that hairy on my chest. Some hair around my nipples and in the middle of my chest. Nice and I think, sexy fur line from my belly button down to ....!!!

I do have a few pic's, however they are just a bit revealing so I will let you decide if you want them first. I will send you 2 that I think are ok and hope they tempt you to continue writing.

Are looks really all that important to you? I guess that was not really a fair statement to make since I wrote you after I saw your pic's and read your "wish" list, so disregard that k?

I am gonna give you my phone number, as I prefer talking to typing. I am more than willing to call you as well if you send me your number. Mine is ###-###-####.

Anyway, I have so much more that I would like to talk with you about, I do hope you will write soon or even better call me. I hope you like the pic's..(please..please) and I'll look forward to talking to ya soon.

Sorry I haven't gotten back to you sooner... believe it or not, you're in my "Really Reply To These" box... that said, you should know that there was a "Reply To These" box, but it became too out of control so I had to make another *grin*

Anyway, I'm replying now... :-)

Animals... well, my dad's a horse trainer, so I was pretty much around them all the time... and, to be honest, I like some of them... a few too many tragic incidents with horses as a child have left me not to fond of equestrian activities, and the same can be said about dogs... I don't know what it was, but both liked to trample me. ;-\ I do like the littler animals, though, and consider myself a "cat" person... you know, in that dog/cat duality. --Geez, it's only 8:48AM and I'm already sounding "academic" *laugh*.

Anyway, I'm sure with the right person, I could come to appreciate horses again... although I doubt I'll ever see the appeal of dogs again... :-)

Swimming in the river? Tell me, what were you wearing when you were swimming in the river? *smile* Now see, that sounds nearly wonderful... swimming in the river naked with a guy you're attracted to. *blush*

>almost heaven.
What was lacking? *grin*

Can't really say that I've ever actually been to an opera... nor even a "real" play. In Kentucky, those things aren't too big, but once I got to the city, I didn't have the time... know what I mean? Just like the camping out deal... if I had someone koool to do it with, I'm sure I would. :-)

Thanks for the invitation on the 4th of July weekend, but... (don't you just hate it when someone says something like that... and all the time you're wondering what the follow-up will be... and then they start off on some tangent and then it's four lines later before you read :) I'll be in Hawaii until the 7th. See, nothing personal... I just won't be here. :-( When do you go back... if you'll still be around after that, I'd be happy to say "Howdy." Are you going to Disneyland with your friend?

Go ahead... ask me whatever you'd like... I have nothing to hide and I'm not the overly shy type either *grin*. I know you've said for me to give you a call a couple times, but I'll confess, I'm a phone-aphobe. If I can do it via e-mail, fax, or postal mail, I'd rather, personal or business. I mean, I can talk on the phone (and do at least daily *grin*) but I like text first, just to give the other person a more complete feel of who I am before I call up and say "Howdy"... (And, by the way, I've been told that my voice is one of my most attractive features... it is unique, tho... (Hey, I gotta do something to keep you guessing.))

>or have found a real "live" warm-blooded man in your area
Hmmm... I was wondering when you were going to get to this? Or when you were going to read the diary enough to ask who Larry was? But wait... don't hit that "Delete" button just yet. Here's the deal. About a year and half ago, via my website, I was contacted by this guy named Larry who lives in LA. He was older (44) and said he wasn't interested in me, per se, but rather I was having a hard time and he wanted to offer the use of one of his houses and one of his cars if I needed to get away from all the stress of home. Having no idea what his real motives were, I passed, but a couple months later he had a business trip to Boston and so, I agreed to meet him. We met, hung out, and hit it off. Over the next few months, I flew out to LA, spent a good deal of time here, and the two of us became closer, but still just friends. Then back in Boston, I decided that being a 20 year old virgin was bordering on pathetic. For a while there, it seemed noble, but then... well. So I decided as much and then I came back out to LA. When I got here, I decided who better to de-virginize me than my best friend Larry. And so, he gave me my first blow job. (And, just for the record, he's been the only person to ever give me one.) That changed our relationship in ways I would have never guessed... but wait, here's the other part. On one hand, both he and I feel that a relationship with three people could really work. Now hold on, before you quit reading, just give me one more second. With three people, there are more interests to share and it allows for more space. It's pretty much the best of the dating world and the best of the relationship world at the same time. --We've dated a couple of guys, even had relationships with the three of us, and the "three" factor was never the one which caused the break-up. -- So, anyway, now Larry and I are looking for that third... That said, I should also be upfront and say that I've been grappling with the whole web site situation. On one hand, I want to put the red headed knight search back online as is, (Deciding what to do with it was one of the main delays for the redesign...) but I can't just forget about Larry. Arghhh... I'm hesitant to write anything down for fear that it will come back to haunt me... I guess, the most I can say is that I'd really like to meet you and we'll take it from there. My life path is not set and it can change at anytime. I'm not a slut, like I said, Larry's the only guy who's ever given me a blow job, so, no, I'm not looking for a quickie either... Like I said in my other letter, you seem pretty nearly perfect: I'd sincerely like to meet you, for coffee, lunch, whatever, so I hope you'll still me meet. And like I said above, go ahead and ask me whatever you like. I'll try to be as honest as I can.

Geez, I really hope you'll keep talking to me... I mean, just meet me in person before you make any hard and fast judgments... what have you got to loose by do that? *half-hearted smile*

OK, I'm feeling like I've lost you... back into the ether you go... but I hope not... if you need a few new pictures of me to whet your appetite, check out http://www.koool.com/pictures_of_me.html And if you're curious as to what Larry looks like, check out http://www.koool.com/who_are_these_people.html

Wow. First off, thank you very much for your honesty, I am shocked and extremely impressed by it. Not many (most) men , would not have been so forthcoming. Secondly, No, you have not scared me away yet.

Ok, my turn. I will tell you that I have no interest in entering into a "three-some" realtionship. I am far too jealous to ever be able to pull something like that off. Old fashion...maybe..but, I just don't like to share my man. I do however believe that fate has a way of changing the way we view things so...who knows?? I would hope, in time, that the person I was interested in would develope the same feeling for me and would feel as uncomfortable as I about either of us being with anyone else.( Kinda one-sided huh..well I didn't say fate would necessarily change my view about monogamy)*smile*

One more "serious" note, if you are still interested, there is one more thing I would like you to know. Its kinda a big one so....here goes. I am a single parent, yep! I have a 5 year old son that lives with me. I am not str8, bi or clinging to the closet door so no worries there. I did know however, that I always wanted children, so..a very old friend of mine and I decided after about 2 years of talking about it, to have a child together. She is hhmm, I guess "bi" would be the best word. He stays with me during the week and visits her on weekends etc. Now I wonder if I have lost you..?? To me, my son is the best thing I have ever done in my entire life and truly a joy and gift from God. His mother and I have a good friendship and I have never had a problem going out, taking vacations, or felt that my lifestyle has been greatly altered. If anything it is better. It does not have to change or restrict a relationship, really!! Well, there you go, now I have this feeling that I won't ever hear from YOU again. I hope not, if that is the way your headed can I quote you a line from your letter to me.."just meet me in person before you make any hard and fast judgments..what have you got to loose??"

Off to a lighter subject. Yes, my weekend was almost heaven. The part that was lacking was someone I care for sharing it with me. Hhmm, what was I wearing..whisper "nothing", went swimming in the buff. Slept in the buff too. *teehee*

Going to Hawaii huh..kewl. Unfortunately, I am leaving the morning of the 7th. I have class that night so.. Not going to Disney this time. A friend of mine is playing in a tennis tournament in San Diego that weekend so I am going to be there to chear him on..whoop..whoop!! Hope to just spend some time relaxing at the beach, catching up with old friends etc.

Maybe, if your still interested, we can try to get together later on in the month. I am usually free from Friday thru Sunday, so let me know??

A sexy voice huh, then I think you really, really should call!! (hehe) How about chatting?? Do you have ICQ?? If so my # is ######. Then we could talk a little more spontaneously about whatever..umm comes up. (hehe again..feeling a little randy this mornin sorry)

Well, I have no idea how long this letter is but I do know that I have been sitting in front of the computer for about 45 minutes so ..I really should close. One more thought though, Larry is really the only one to have given you a blow job?? wow. Not to make light of your feeling for him, it is obvious that you both care about each other, but I have to say (in that typical male tone) Baby, you aint never had me yet!!! Just a little tease to lighten the mood..or tempt you futher into replying.

I do hope to hear from you again. When do you leave for Hawaii?? Are you going with Larry, well maybe I don't really want to know that so never mind. I do hope you have a great time, I know you will. I am going for 6 days to Maui in Sept. Take lots of pictures, I would love to see some of them. Take care and.....take that chance..don't give up on me just yet.

How to close, hmmm how bout a soft kiss on the cheek with an ever so quick brush of my hand against your crouch..opps (hehe).

No, you haven't scared me off... I don't have time right this moment to write much, but I recorded this little sound byte JUST FOR YOU!!! Waddya think? *grin*

Justin

P.S. I didn't know what to say... ;-)